There is a very tiny itty bitty chance that my mom's cancer has spread outside her uterus, so this is good. She gets the operation on April 14 to get her uterus removed. Yeah ... the stupid doctors are putting off another whole month. Stupid of them i think, but it's better than nothing. Anyway, so my stress level went from insane to minimal. Back to obsessing about food.
I pretty much binged for the past like ... week straight. I notice that I am fatter, but the scale is lying to me and saying I'm at 134.8. Uhm, yeah right, you could feed a small country off the fat that I've consumed in the last week. No way is it true that I did not gain. Anyway, tomorrow I fast, and then Sunday I am starting the ABC diet. Even went out and bought a bunch of little 100 and 90 cal packs of basically everything out there. So yeah, I can tell this is going to be a good week. Hope you all are doing great, much love.
Ashley xoxo
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